Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Best Thing I Never Had

When Beyonce sang "It sucks to be you right now" on her newest single "Best Thing I Never Had" I couldn't help but break into a smile. I immediately thought of one of the few guys that I called my boyfriend. I loved (at least I thought it was love) this man with all my heart and soul. I spent years of my life waiting, hoping, praying that he was the one. When we decided to take a break I still had hope that we would get back together. He would visit me, tell me he missed me, and how he knew I was the one. He just needed to "get his life together". Then it happened. As Bey says, he showed his ass! I found out that while he was coming to see me and telling me everything I wanted to hear, he was living with someone else. He said it wasn't true. He said that he wasn't living with her anymore. But the fact was I saw the real him. I saw how selfish he was. Now he's alone. And I'm getting ready to marry one of the most loving, caring, humble, supportive men I have ever met. So yeah, "I bet it sucks to be you right now".